I have so! Much! To do! And I move out of here officially in less than a month.

I still have to take a CPR class and buy insurance and get my car checked out and potential repairs done, and I have to pack and hire more movers and keep badgering the leasing office about our apartment application because yeah, after a month we still have no idea whether we are getting the apartment or not.

I'm starting to really feel the anxiety set in. I had a to-do list and a shopping list and I have somehow managed to misplace them both. Now I'm utterly convinced that I'm forgetting something crucial, and will feel this way even after I have finished writing new lists. I have to visit all my friends one last time too but when will I even have the time?

I must breathe. I will end this post with three positive things:

1) I just wound down for the night by watching K-Pop Demon Hunters and it was actually really good. I'm not sure what I expected but I was thoroughly entertained and the soundtrack was all bangers.

2) I have gotten my first ever party planning gig, kind of. Those who know me well know that I love to plan parties, particularly themed parties, which is super ironic since I don't... actually really like to go to parties. But something about brainstorming fun ideas, hunting for and pricing and organizing decor and food and games and all the fun, unique, guest-pleasing ideas is something I really enjoy doing and always said I wish I could do professionally. A friend of Blair's came to me and said "Hey, Blair told me how much you love planning parties and how good you are at it, I would be happy to pay you to plan a Lord of the Rings themed birthday party for my boyfriend!" (I know what you're thinking, but it will not influence the workload I'm currently panicking over because it isn't until November.)

3) So far I'm still free of weird hormonal fuckery after getting my IUD removed, and I'm really hoping it stays that way.